did you forget about me mr. duplicity?
i hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
it was a slap in the face how quickly i was replaced
and are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
I’ve never had such a big crush on anyone before. Neither had I someone who inspired me to do things that much. It’s incredible. The whole thing came so unexpected. As I was back home, I had nothing to do so I scrolled through a few songs and tried to remember some bands or artists that one of my friends mentioned on a trip. The first thing I typed in was Skrillex, and still is Skrillex. I thought he was this kind of hardcore guy, with hardcore music. At first it sounded all weird to me.
The whole genre was new to me. And after a time it seemed interesting. So I kept searching facts about Sonny. And it never stopped. So I wondered if any fan videos existed, but didn’t find any. Well, not many. I thought: Why not making a fan video on my own? Give it a try. Since the time I uploaded my first video of Sonny I got like almost 6000 subs. And then there was this concert, his show in November last year. And I met him, he just came out for me and he told me that he loves my videos and that it’s possible to film him. It’s crazy.
The shy girl, that is actually struggling with social anxiety accomplished something amazing. I felt fresh and literally motivated as f*ck after meeting him. I couldn’t sleep all night. So now, I’m changing schools. I’ll be learning how to work with cameras and hopefully how to edit better. Still thinking about the day of the show like it was yesterday. Still hoping, that it will all come together one day. To film Sonny and make at least one video for his YouTube channel. This is my dream. Yes it is, my absolutely biggest life goal right now.
Nothing would make me happier. Becoming a globetrotter and being with the right people. Yeah
this is one of the many reasons why I love Sonny so much. He gives people such pure hope and inspiration to dream big and do things they never thought they could ever do before in their lives. I loved reading this story and I hope one day I will get to meet him too. PLUR <3
since you have wakened her again,
she depends on you, she depends on you.